Er... Ziqian said : ur blog die d ma, so u noe doctor will announce time of death. Hmm.... And u cannot simply sue people ok.. Joshua, you know me rite, you know how 'busy' I am. And yvonne, I am 'busy'. So sad right. =(
Well, today is 3rd of August.. Know what day is today? Alright, today is the civic holiday in Canada, it's also the independence day in Niger, alot of famous and well-known people were borned today many years ago, as well as died today. And the most important thing is, today is my birthday!!! Hahaha....
Ok, I suppose to write something about how i celebrate this special day, how my 'good' buddies kena me, and how's my feelings today. But then, i just came back from celebrating with my friends, since now is quite late already I'll just write it tomorrow. XD so, be patience la ya. ^^
Shok Chen, thanks for the piece of cake, haha.. And Joshua, nice cream ya. =) It took me about half of the shampoo to get rid of the 'nice' smell. You've done a pretty job. Nice lemon... and i think got a lil bit of lime also. Nice huh.. =)
[p/s : yvonne and aipei, wait for my updates tomorrow ya, wanna write about both of u. haha. =) ]
According to Ziqian, "Every monday is a movie day." =) So, we went for movie yesterday, we watched the taking of pelham 123, surprisingly the movie was nice, cause i thought it was gonna be bored, plus there was so little people in the cinema. Then right, the Edward and Terence ar... Don't know which wire plug wrongly inside their head, they ate chicken inside the cinema.. Haha.. Then the whole cinema got the "nice" smell already, all thanks to our best fren.. =.="" And, Edward actually holding the chicken, looked at me and asked me whether i want to eat or not. speechless man.. Lol..
Today, out of a sudden, we went to cc! Haha.. Ok, it takes us about 30 mins just to join the game, since we playing left 4 dead. All thanks to our dearest Lum, he actually called his friend and asked them how to join server until he finished his credit already. Lets appreciate his sacrifies. Haha.. You know, anything could happen inside the game right, especially when you playing with your friends. SO, here's some discriptions about everyone who played today =) :
Lum - He's the man behind the scene, we can play and enjoy and have fun today all because of him. And he was the one who kept shouting "why you all like to rush 1?" , "dun open the gate!", "wait for me!!" and all kinds of things 1. According to him, everything must works slow enough so that he can enjoy every seconds of it and make sure he wont get killed. Right Lum? Hehe..
Edward - Mr Poh was the guy who love witches. =) He actually went to kacau the witch, and got the trouble all over him, and we have to help him to clear away all those troubles. Then just when you thought you hv killed all the zombie bosses, you can see beside the screen where a sentence poped out from nowhere, saying that edward has killed another boss. Interesting, right?
Joshua - Wow.. He is the man of the match! I think when we were enjoying our game, he still wondering how to move forward, backwards, go to the sides and perhaps, how to jump!! Haha.. then when he met his 1st ever zombie, he learned how to aim and shoot!! And his eyes sticked to the screen like a 3 years old baby watching at the bunny's show. He looked so excited!! good job bro. But i think next time you should aim for the head, at least the body, not the spaces beside it.. =D Finally, I think he got addicted to the game already, all are Imo's fault cause she kept persuading him to play the game. =)
Imo - A savior of all the people inside. She was the definate healer. Alright, after she healed herself, then I don't know how and where she got the 2nd pack of first aid to heal us 1. Seriously, i think she has done some black magic to her character. She always got the package 1. So, she was our medic. Haha..
Terence - He always rushed all the way in front, lured all the zombies, and we shoot'em all!!
=) He enjoyed killing i guess, and we 'enjoyed' protecting him for sure. =)
Alright, Im done here. Ziqian, don't cry because you didn't follow us for the fun, and Haran, next time come with us ya. ^^
(p/s : Guys, next time don't be late for the LAN class ya, I cant think of any other excuses to give teacher, since i already used it for today. =D As for Joshua, you don't need to feel so sad, if u sad i sad the ziqian will sad she will ask for more bear bear.. XD cheer up bro. ^^ )
Ok.. Friends are important right, life cannot be great and fun and enjoy without the companion and support of friends. =) According to wikipedia, this... is the definition of friend.
"Friendship is co-operative and supportive behavior between two or more people. In this sense, the term connotes a relationship which involves mutual knowledge, esteem, and affection and respect along with a degree of rendering service to friends in times of need or crisis." So be it.. haha...
SO... Joshua you cannot simply tease me anymore ya. Haha.. Haran u have to let me go to your house whenever u going home during the break, Ziqian you must be here every thursday to accompany me from 8 until 12, Edward you must be generous enough to lend me your Ahmad, Terence you must buy the lunch for me as well and Imo you must sit beside me during the boring LAN classes. HAHA.. so perfect.. ^^
Joshua, the 1 who entered the wrong class during our 1st practical class( dun blame him, not his fault anyway XD ), but he's my 1st lab partner in chemistry. =)
Haran, shen's his fan. Haha.. The 1st person I know in HELP, one of my closest buddies in college. =)
The 1 drinking water is Edward, a rich guy but never belanja us before. =P Then the 1 sitting on the table is Imo. She's from Sabah and she went to ns too! haha.. Can you see the guy behind Edward? He's Chee Sum, he's a wierdo. somehow he looks like retarded. XD haha.. AND he's edward's ehem.. LOL..
Alright, the girl with the green shirt is Shen. She's Haran's fan because her phone so alot of haran's photos inside, althought all taken by haran. Haha.. She's blur and always don't know what is she doing 1. Haran, she needs your help. haha..
Ziqian, I don't have your pic yet, Imo also.. and terence. Wait, still got lum and ann. Lol.. And Joshua, enjoy your life, don't need to study everytime, when it's time to play, you play. Who knows you'll die tomorrow? XD just joking. Haha.. Anything just let me know. I'm always there to consult you. =)
Sorry... Never blog for so long already. Don't blame me, it's not my fault. Blame those lecturers give us so many homework and so many things to study. But today i spent my whole day outside, with friends and relatives. Haha.. Anyway, I'll blog more tomorrow, since now is very late already. Nightz... ^^
Feeling sick..
Yesterday was ok when I came back from college, just a little bit of cough and flu. But then when i woke up today I was in real sick already. Man.. cough, flu, sore thoraot, luckily no fever know.. But I got a serious headache.. Woke up early today, around 7 although i slept at 2 yesterday night. The weird thing is, I don't feel tired and exhauted, BUT i can feel the pain all over my body. Wonder what happen inside me.. Ouch...
Forget about studies for the time being, how can i study in such condition?? There's no way for me to concentrate, so i'll just give myself a hols. Lol.. But I going to club house this evening, with my friends. You need more exercises when you are sick right? Lol.. =P
Alright, today is my holiday, no homework, no studies, just relax and try to get rid of the sickness. Eat more vitamins, friuts and vegetables. And according to Yvonne I have to go out instead of staying in the house, I wonder if that can cure my diseases. Haha.. Anyway, hope I can get well soon. =)
After the biology class we got 4 hours break before we having our next class which is physics. Then one of us suddenly popped out with a 'brilliant' idea wanna hang out somewhere to kill time. Lol.. Initially we wanted to go to one utama since Joshua and Terrance driving, but then Haran said mid valley is nearer, just a 5 mins journey whereas oneutama need to give toll somemore. Then after everyone's agreement we were good to go. =)
This morning when I turned on my phone I received a message from my friend showing his concern and asked me what happened so that he can help me. But then i rather to tell him everything face to face, rather than in the phone. =) So yeah, maybe things are not so bad and terrible as i thought. I'm feeling fine now.. What's done is done, let the past be the past, never look back, and keep moving on. I'll take this as a lesson and of course for goodness sake I'll never ever do that again. Feel quite relief after apologized. So, no matter the person trust me or not, is not my problem anymore. So, lets put an end to this. Everyday is a new day, and there's new hopes there. Be happy always.. ^^
Oh ya, Rifdi was in KL since yesterday, gonna meet him up before he going back to kedah. haha..
You know the feelings when someone stabbed your heart with a knife? Or you wanna say something but somebody tied your mouth up with a peice of cloth. And perhaps someone blamed you when you know you are innocent, but yet the someone doesn't want to listen to what u said and explained because that someone's pretty sure you made a mistake, you did wrong and you should be blamed.
I just came back from my friend's house few hours ago, then suddenly i received this phone call. I answered it as i thought it would be a normal phone call or just a good night call. But then i was wrong. The person in the phone scolded me for a certain reason, but then I din't realise that what I did was wrong. I mean yes I should have considered the feelings of that person before I started telling another person about our things. But I thought it should be fine because they are good friends, very close friends indeed. So i thought it should be ok if i tell the friend about us. But then the person finally found out and was very mad, asked me why I wanted to do so. Well of course i got the chance to explain myself but then i don't think this person believed me, or even listened to what I said. I don't know la.. Then the person said it's better to leave each other alone, I din't know what to say to that person, my mind was blank, i couldn't think of anything else, but to end the call. I sent a message to this person just now and well.. I don't know what to do now. Some how i felt like i was down in the deep hole, where everything's black and felt so blind, helpless. But well, I still got my other friends to talk about it and I guess I'm doing so. I cannot keep this thing in my heart anymore, I wanna say it out, express it to my trustable friends. People says everything is possible, every problems can be solved, but then i don't think this 1 can be solved. =)
Today was supposed to be a fun and nice day like usual. But life is cruel, it'll not be peacefull all the times. You don't know when this kind of thing will happens on you. You can suddenly fall down when you're walking on a straight walkway right? So this's where you can find how importance of having friends around you is because they'll brighten you up when you're down in the dump.. =)
I reached college quite early today, then when waiting for my biology practical's lecturer to enter our lab, Joshua told me he was supposed to be in my chemistry practical class yesterday but then somehow he ended up in the other class but yet the lecturer didn't find out he's there. lol.. All of us were like laughed and giggled at him know. Haha.. Then another funny thing was, Deevia was late for the practical class today, simply because she watched Michael Jackson's funeral until 4am in the morning, and she woke up late today. Good Joshua called her and reminded her to come to class also. haha.. I wonder why my friends are so funny and humorous. ^^ add so much fun in our busy and hectic college life. =)
We played microscope today and it was pretty fun because i never expect to touch anything in our 1st practical class for biology. But then the lecturer gave us a small test and you cant expect me to remember everything after 7 months of non-studying right, so there was only 1 alternative - tembak! hehe. =P after that was the chemistry class. Well, let me tell you.. This lecturer is nothing different with the chemistry practical yesterday. Yesterday that 1 i described and illustrated as "walking down a beautiful stream in a scenic countryside during the spring time" right, this 1 should add 'with the 1 you loved'. You should know what i mean right? haha. She was like a friend to us rather than a teacher, then she managed to memorise my name and called me several times. =.= Lol. I love staying in her class, guess everyone likes it too. =D
We met Xian in cc after finishing lunch with Joshua and Edward in the main block. But when we talked about the invoice then Xian was like "Oh gosh, i totally forgotten my invoice!" then he quickly ended his game, packed his stuff and scuttle to the counter, anxiously. Haha.. Then when we rushed to KPD, the counter said he supposed to pay at main block. LOLL.. But luckily he was smart enough to say he paying tomorrow. After that we were in library and Joshua was struggling with his maths thingy, and we made alot of fun there, turning the library into some kind of... well, you should know. =P Then during the maths period the teacher was very funny until me and Haran turned our head and looked at each other and chuckle ourselves. haha =D
Hmm.. Today is tuesday right? So fast tuesday already you see. Haha... Basically today was my 2nd day of class. It was nice and i got to know more and more friends in my class, and we were like having fun together, especially when we went for lunch or waiting for bus to arrive or even moved to another class for the next subject. It's pretty enjoying. ^^ They suddenly postponed the biology practical class to tomorrow, so me and my friends went to library to finish up our homeworks, given by our diligent and conscientious lecturer. =) Well, he is way too hardworking as a lecturer. Kept teaching from the second he entered our class until the very last second he packed his stuffs and went off, not to mention the exercises he gave us. But overall he's a nice and responsible teacher and he always make sure that we all understand what he teached and explained, although I know some of us were lying to him, cause I was 1 of them too. =P I like my chemistry practical teacher, she's a very kind and friendly as well as mild-mannered. Really know, she was like smiling all the time during her class while explaining everything to us. I wonder how she looks like when she get mad. Haha. Staying in her class was like walking down a beautiful stream in a scenic countryside during the spring time, stressless and comfortable. ^^ But then the class was abit too quiet because there was only about 14 people in the lab. My math teacher even great, came in the class holding a tupperware. I thought he wanna eat in the class noe. Lol. But luckily inside it was only marker pens. haha. But that's not the reason i put a 'great' in front, he was great because, my 1st impression to him when he entered our class was "Is he going to some clubs or pubs later?" A pair of sun glasses on his head, u know like those modern aunty like that, and he just sat down like those big boss, then without any books he brought along. But yet he managed to finish 1 chapter today. Isn't he great? =)
The LAN grouping will be out tomorrow, so... just hope everything will be fine. Gonna start studying when I got the mood to study. And that's the problem i facing now. =D nevermind, relax.. It's just 2 days. Hahaha. ^^
Well, tomorrow will be my first day in class. But until now I not sure which class I'm suppose to enter. Haha. Seriouly I don't know how to see the time table la.. I mean interpret and understand it. So many short forms and alphabets there somemore got what tutorial and practical classes. So i think I'll just ask my friends tomorrow, IF they can understand it la. Lol. ^^
U know, I can simply pass out just by looking at the time table. Ok, lets start from monday. I got class from 8 until 10m, then there's 4 hours breaks until 2 where I will be having my 2nd class. God knows what I can do during the 4 hours breaks. Then here comes the most terrifying day - tuesday. I have 4 classes that day, from 8 until 4, NON-stop. Siao.... I really cant imagine how's the day where it's a huge problem to find the time for my lunch and prepare myself for another class. 8 hours of class without recess.. Oh wait, haven't finished, I might be taking LAN subjects this semester, LAN classes will be from 4 until 7. So, if my class is on thuesday, then lets pray for me so that i can survive the day. Well, only God can save me now. =) Wednesday, Thursday and friday are pretty good, 2 classes each day, at least wont be too tired and stressful and exhausted.
I just online and check my grouping list just now, and the funny and hilarious thing is, my science classes got 7 people only. Siao! 7 people?? Haha.. Seriously I don't know how the classes will be like with so little people. Hope it wont be too bored. I wonder why so little people take pure science in HELP, maybe most of the smart ones went to the 1st and 2nd intake already. Yea that is true for sure. But still I will try my best to enjoy my classes. ^^
It's pretty excited and keyed up because I can meet my friends tomorrow. Haha.. I still got alot of things to settle, student ID, registration for subjects, settle my fees, apply for scholarship and so on. Anyway, tomorrow is another day, and tomorrow will be a better day i think, and the most important thing is i will try to enjoy and indulge myself in the life of college. Hahaha.. ^^
Not too forget, Aipei still remember the date of my birthday know. Haha.. kinda touched when she told me the date. =P Hope u're enjoying ur life now, and don't wry about your exams la, it was just the 1st exam,so it's ok if u screwed it up, work harder for the coming exams ya. All the best. Hehe =D
It was just 8.30 when I was awakened by my 'punctual' alarm clock. I went to bed on 3.30 yesterday night know because my friend came back from aussie weeks ago and she gave us a surprise with her sudden presence in front of us. Well, it was a failed attempt to surprise us after all since quite alot of people knew she was back. Haha. Despite this i quickly went to wash up because... I going to Klang later! ^^
It was almost 1 month since i last saw my friends at the kuching international airport. Since i promised them I'll go to Klang to visit them someday so I decided the outing today. After some preparation i went to the KTM station. (It actually reminded me of the time when yvonne came to KL weeks ago and I went to find her every morning since she was staying in The Garden. But she is in nz now. =( u take care ya friend. Don't forget me know. haha.) Minutes later i reached KL Sentral. (It reminded me again when my dad dropped me here and i took the shuttle bus from here to KLIA. Wow! It was more than 1 month ago but I still can recall the excited and adventurous feelings because i was travelling alone. And i love that feeling much! I like the way i do things without the supervisation of elders because it's simply... fun! in fact i can use all my own skills and abilities to get what I want and reach my destination. =) ) *I know i got alot of flashbacks but those are really the experiences that you'll remember for the rest of your life. ^^* Alright, get to the point. It was more than 1 hour to get to klang, but i did enjoy the scenary outside the windows and observing people around me. It's pretty interesting to do so although it was not a picturesque view and people are just people. But nothing else can be done in the train.
Lets see... I think i did not step on Klang for about 8 years. So it was really exciting to be here after so long but this was not the main reason i felt so excited and keyed up. It was because i can't stand my eagerness and zealous to meet my friends!! My friend fetched me at the station and we went to jusco Bkt Tinggi. We have been chatting throughout the journey. It was not a problem to talk but a problem to stop. Haha. Hmm. From camp to the recent life we chatted, from other friends to the couples we gossiped, and from education to future we discussed. ^^ Really it was funny and we were amused by the topics we chat. XD haha. I don't know how to express the feelings here but perhaps i can explain it using 3 words - forever best friends. =D Well, it sounded quite childish and silly but that's the truth. I sit in his car and he brought me around the city, ate some nice food, and being pleaded by someone. =P hahaha.
It was 5.30 when i have to go home. I was quite reluctant to go but well, friends promised me they'll come to KL to find me. Hehe. It was again a 1 hour and 30 mins journey back. That time only i managed to feel my tiredness and weariness. I definately need some rest when i got home. But it was worth to spend my energy like this. At least i had a whale of time there. ^^ haha. it was indeed a great time and all I wanna say is... thanks friend, and remember to contact her ya. ^^ hahaha...
I'm alone, again...
Standing in the middle of town, watching all kinds of people rushing to their destination, or perhaps get their kids to school, walking here and there. Teenagers coming out from fast food restaurant, holding cups of pepsi in their hands, and busy chit-chatting about all sorts of stuffs, with their sweet smile printed on thier face. 2 minutes ago i just stepped off my dad's car, without companionship i headed to the centre of the town, towards my college, where everything looked so strange and so different to me. i looked so distraught and i felt a certain apprehension that i would be late. Blocks of concrete building ahead me, all looked like the same. So many entrances, so many exits, I kept searching for the signboard written "HELP university college" but i couldn't find it..
I'm lost.
Several attempts have been done before I finally found my destination. It was my bad because it was an impromptu outing, i should have searched for this place days before. Therefore, I was late for the briefing session. Today was the orientation day of my college. Well, it supposed to be a fun and enjoyable day. To be honest the problem i faced just now have spoiled my mood but i thought the day would be better after that. Without hesitation i quickly took a seat to settle myself, then filled up the form about subjects registration. I not sure but I felt like kinda nervous and anxious. People came with their parents whereas I was alone. Maybe it was not the problem as I'm quite independent adready i suppose. Maybe i felt lonely, or perhaps i felt guilty for my late. My heart pumped fast, adrenaline flowed through my body. "What's wrong with me?" I was actually hesitated when i was choosing what subjects to take, i have pondered long enough, and somehow I felt like "Gosh, I'm really done here." When the registration was done we went for the speech session. I thought I would definately die of boredom, never expect it to be interesting anyway. I was apprehensive that i would be alone. I felt unease and unsecure, kept looking around the hall, just hope to find someone i knew. But none. Just when i thought everything will be worse, suddenly this guy came over and sit beside me. Surprised, i looked at him, he turned his head as well, and introduced himself mildly while shaking my hand. i did the same and guess what, we started to talk, i mean, chat. Really, we chat about many things, from high school to my ns camp, where i told him how fun and enjoy the camp was. And he told me some of his story too. We were truly enjoying ourselves without paying attention to lecturer who was speaking in front until the lecturer have to give us warning. But well, who cares? Haha. Then i told him about my story this morning and guess what he said? "well, dun worry i'll teman u next time." WOW.. althought i not sure whether he just simply said it out or wat but it really lighten me up! And believe it or not i felt quite touched actually, and lucky enough to know such a friend. After that we have campus tour, where me n my new friend mixed with another 2 guys. And well.. guess i no need to say bout it anymore. We enjoyed it alot!! Haha. 1 of them is not chary of giving praise, and he did very funny caricatures of some of his friends. So it was quite enjoy and fun to be with him. Another 1 is actually from overseas. He's a very mild-mannered person. He got a golden brown hair, and a british slang he speaks. Quite interesting. =P
We had joy and fun until the end of orientation. After they left i went to find my brother. Then we went home together, with satisfaction and gratification of the day. Things have turned from bad to good, and better. Well, having thought that after 7 months of holidays, i finally return to school, and got to study in the top college, not bad huh. =)
Today was fun and i enjoyed it alot, despite the incidents that happened this morning. At least i learned 1 thing, don't lose hope when everything is down in the dump, cause who knows, maybe it is just a pathway towards happiness. If there is no down and sorrow, there is no high and happiness, right? =)
